[x.*waste mii tiime*.x]

Happy Sweet Siixteenth Katie Colene Heinz_*

tonights katies suprise birthday party that she doesnt know about yet... and we're gonna have so much fun. Happy birthday hunni, love ya so much. =D

ill write later bitches. for now im off because its thanksgiving and im stuffed. plus im avoiding thy parents, because my aunt is a fat bitch.

                                                         much l0ve- adh xx

xx.| To0.day is my m0ther effing birthday biitches.*.';

thanks everyone. i love every single one of you with all my friggen heart. =) muah. ashleydianne xx.

Well, this past week has been shitty. Why does life have to be so hard, i dont understand it. I dont know what to do. My birthday is Sunday and its gonna be the worst one ever.=( Homecoming is tomorrow, i doubt im goin. theres really no point. Things just keep gettin worse. I have nothing good goin for me, and not to mention people dont understand me. This whole sittuation is like a nightmare, one that i cant wake up from. I wanna pretend like nothing happened but its too serious. i wish it were easier. this is kinda depressing so i think im gonna go. ill update when i have something good to say.

                                                      much love
                                            a s h  l e y d i a n n e xx.

                                  peace                love                     dope

Happy Sweet SiXteeNth BirthDay CRYSTaL`L0Ve. *

hey, today is my best friend in the entire worlds birthday. I know it wasn't the perfect Birthday Crystal, but our party was grrreat on saturday and ilylasbffae so much. =D So, many years of hangin out & shit. dont know what id do with out you hun. 4 days=D sorry i didnt save you from gettin spanked.;-P.

                      a s h l e y d i a n n e xx.

well, i dont know rather to say good morning or afternoon?. so hello. Yesturday started off so shitty. Eventually it was worth it and i had fun. I woke up yesturday because my sister was bein a douche and decided she was gonna get up at like freaking 9ish. which was shit, cause i ended up gettin pissed and wakin up at10ish.' not a good start. Well, Crystal's &' my birthday party was last night so i was gettin ready all day, and stressin out tryna make everything w0rk. People kept fucking deciding that they weren't gonna come so i wasn't in such a great m00d. who would be.. ya know? Things just kept getting worse. Then i started getting dizzy, and lightheaded. Thats when i realized my fatass hadn't eaten anything all day, and no dinner the night before. So i was starving. Me n THiNg 2. walked up to subway and nic made us sandwiches. They were good. But, because i was so famished i ate extremely fast and it wasn't pretty. I started choking and gagging and i couldnt stop coughing. I almost threw up a few times. Plus, i had a lot on my mind so my nerves had a little to do it with it, i guess.Everyone was giving me so much shit i was just like fuck it. fuck everything. Then finally me n crystal went to the park, &* waited,&*waited, &* waited. [[while everyone else was waiting &' waiting &' waiting for us in Manito]] we hung out and i mellowed out. and then i was in a pretty g00d m00d.=D i kept callin Arlo.* Then we went out there for our party=) It was great. We had a blast. Katie &' Katie are such sweethearts. They made uS 2 CakEs.=D &' whoa buddy were they g00d. We cut the cake first off, cause we're good like that=P. then me n crystal had a cake fight.* it was fun. she put it in my face and the icing stuck to my cheek and that was lame, so i decided to smeeeeeer it alll over crystals face. so then she attacked back. then mike decided to put his input and attack me as well. Everyone watched and took pictures. it was fun. i love it.So, then we busted our shit out. ;-) if ya know what i mean. We chilled listening to the radio at first and shit. Then me n crystal &' j-O. went on the roof to chill. And somebody gave miike a cigarette and they told him it was the only 0ne he was getting so he'd better enjoy it. well, we were sittin there right, here comes mike on to the roof. He tripps 0ver the window seal and fucking belly fl0ps. OMG. you guys all no mikes not petite by any means. n0 offense.well he dropped his cigarette and it starts rolling off her roof. his smart self starts crawling after it and begins to roll and scoot. barely saved his ass from falling. Thats a long fall. hopefully if he did go over he had pussy skills and landed on his feet. haha. right. i doubt that one.haha. we all three about pissed ourselves laughing so hard. haha. Then time goes by and we all drew on TomtomakaTimTimyellowsubmarine.=) with permanant marker. haha. h0pe his parents d0nt mind.*anyways. then Hitler and s0me other mike guy came,? and we went outside to talk to them for a bit. we were gonna go down to the abandonned house but hmmm...i guess we didnt?. lol. after that we were goin back inside. and shulzey fucking tripps again over a little gate thing and hit his head off another one and banged his knee upp real bad. bahaha. it was again, one of those, omg im gonna piss my pants moments. haha. right jacs n crystal. psh. well eventually he rolls to the side and gets up. lol he was i guess goin to the bathroom but he was headed out crystals back door to piss....and LInda said he just started pissing all over her freaking kitchen. i guess.. what a douche. never a dull moment with that kidd. I told nobody to eat my piece of cake, cause it was mine that i didnt eat yet.... i come back and mikes got crumbs all around his mouth.... wasnme is all i heard mumble from his stuffed mouth. Jacki was crackin up. lol. then me and jacs were sittin there and we had to pee real bad so we went to the bathroom. next thing i know everyone and they're cousin,brother, friend and mother was in there with us. wow. then somebody pushed me and i fell in the tub. so then we all sat in the tub. for a while actually.ididnt realize how long we were down there. then me n crystal decided we didnt have enough so we went upstairs to get our "bday present". it was good. yeaaaaaaaaaah buddddy. then hours pass and i am completely fucked over, so i went to the bathroom and i was dizzy and cold so i was gaggin myself to throw up so id feel better. i went back upstairs and ganked katies blanket cause im just cool like that, and laid by the radio....about 5-6 i was out cold. gnight. i guess i missed ALOT. cause people kept talking about shit and im like where was i? and what the hell i dont remember doin that or being there, or sayin that....lol. that was the point though, you know you're having fun if you dont have complete recelection.* =) i had a good time .even though people really pissed me off and iwas uptight and pissy. but im glad for friends like crystal, heather, casandra, jackiaka j-0.lol., adddduum, mike, cl0ud,timtim,& mamez. they're s0 c00l, they are true friends and thanks for coming out there with us.* anyways i need some sleep, my tummy is empty so ill talk to you little bitches later.

                               Later Days.
                               much Love.-

                        a s h l e y d i a n n e. xx

                        PeAcE.:.LoVe.:. d0pE

Hola bitches. =D I was runnin late today, but never fear, its not like i have to get ready for anything, schools not important. Plus i have swim first hour. Ha. Bleh. I saw a kid fall down the steps and limp away and shit. it was some funny stuff, although i did feel bad. I don't think im goin to homecoming. =\ ehh.we'll see. Save a horse, ride a dave. bahaha. anyways. I want a tampon. 0=) if you only had a clue to what i am talking about you wouldnt be giving the expression you're giving while reading this right now. trust me. lol riiiiiiiiiiight crystal. ;-) yeah, so theres 7/13 days til our b-days. what are you gettin us? huh punks?! lol. Well, incase you didnt know [FYI]our party is this saturday. wow, we're about out of time. Homecoming is next weekend so thats why its so early. yeah, next week outta be fun. a whole lotta excitement goin down. =) i keep havin all this guy trouble, it used to be depressing. now it just fucking pisses me off too the point i wanna punch them. lol. and then laugh. Dude, the other night my dad was messin around with me and i whipped him with a towel so he hit me with a plastic golf club and i had a big welt and now theres a bruise..what a nigger. lol. at least he lets me hit him back. (sometimes) well, i suppose im gonna go, i need to get away from thy parents so i can accomplish the secret. = $. psh yeah. later guys. taker easy.

                                 Later Days-
                                 Much Love.x0.
                       a s h l e y d i a n n e xx.

                                                                  PeAcE, LoVe, DoPe.